Saturday, July 19, 2008

IRREVOCABLE

The frequent power cuts got me in the poetic mood.
I thought of writing a poem but ended up being a tragedy, which is not a surprise to me. Although ,titled "irrevocable",it has dark shades in it, it was more of a result of loneliness felt during the few moments and nothing more than that.It might dismay  a lot of people who never got to see me in a serious mood.
                                            
                                  
        IRREVOCABLE

She entered like an angel,just the way in every love story, 
with a smile that can bring the death alive, 
with a voice that made my ears experience thirst.  

She summons a mystical energy that surrounds her,
like a mythological creature, 
like a bible,I had to believe in.  

I dont know whether I am the master of myself anymore,
but I would do anything to have her for myself, 
just for myself.  

Only if it could have been possible. 
Only if my past did not betray my words. 
Only if she could have understood my faith.  

Now I dont know what to do,
because all I am left behind is a soul container, 
because I am left shattered, stretched across my shame and jealousy.  

Wish I could say its dying down inside of me.
Now I realise she is my unattainable.
I realise she is a dream that cannot be fulfilled.
I realise she is song that I can never sing.

10 comments:

tanushree said...

uhmmmm.......a touching 1......melodious n butiful....i bliv ur musical words 4 ur angel....wud touch many hearts, hearts dat hv loved...n hearts dat hav lost.....

true love neva dies...........

BULU said...

such poem wil make u emotional...
i dnt wana be a broken one......
its very pathetic wen som1 cries 4 d
1 he or she loves n d lover doesnt pay any heed..its bettr to be hated den being ignored..hope u dnt gt d worst

neeraj said...

my god.. never thought u can write such stuff jamy.. impressed.. seriously.. dude... keep it up..
amazing... i m flattered... as m goin thru the same...

Rojit said...

bhai.. THAMBAALDONG gi chafu bu kainaba yeibara??!!
May be, fate is taming your heart to that perfection which when sm1 realizes, u will never intend to walk those memory lanes...just be yourself..good things happen to good people..!!
You let your heart broken because, deep down there in future there is sm1 who would love to remould ur heart... enjoy..!!

tanushree said...

so tell me hu s da angel hu tuchd ur heart so deeply.............

michael said...

nice lines....!!wel wat cn i say...lagge raho!

jamzz said...

haha!
Contrasting opinion from school mates. One urging to forget and move on and the other persuading to keep the faith. But that was long time back. :)
You can bet your money that the experience did not stultify me.
The name doesn't matter much. she has got a nick name 'ton ton' though ;)

tanushree said...

olrite....."ton ton"....dtsa a .cute name!..

i vl pray dat u get "ton(s) n ton(s) f love 4m ur lady love....ur angel.... n dat c cud be ur flower sm butiful day"

hv faith in love.....

s i told u b4

"true love neva dies"

del said...

beautiful lines....
if the person for whom you have written reads it, i m sure she will immediately fall for you he he...
i know it hurts when things don't work out but as they say
"Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all."
have faith in love buddy!

jamzz said...

I haven't thrown in the towel yet.:)